Dear God, where is my child? How can one little person change so drastically within a month? Where's the little boy who begged to go to Gymboree? Where's my child who couldn't get his shoes off fast enough at play group?? Where is he? Where's my child who begged to go to playgrounds, who jumped at the chance to be outside? Lord where is he, cause I can't find him. Lord please tell me this will be over in 43 weeks. Please reassure me he's going to overcome this and afterwards what will his life be like? He's changed so much already. Lord he's only three!!! Why put such a young child through something like this?? What did he do??? Why him??? And why do we as parents have to watch? Please bring back peace. Lord you haven't lost control just help me not to worry or fear. You love Nathan, right? You feel this pain too right??? I know you're all powerful, all knowing, but I just don't get it, I really don't agree with this situation. We were supposed to be going to Disney World in March, Nathan would've loved it. He's three Lord...I'm trying to understand right now but I just don't get it...
No comments:
Post a Comment